ok.. i'm better now.. 200m and 400m events are over and i declare i really cant sprint. for the 1st event 200m, my heart almost came out from my mouth. just see ppl runnin pass me.. bla bla bla.. thn for the 2nd event.. around 15 min later, is the 400m run. my leg was a little jelly already but no choice i still got to run. i ran fast for the 1st half and was leading but after that, my muscle stopped working suddenly! really suddenly, actually i could collaspe at that spot cos my muslce really stopped working and i'm not kidding. but i tried my best and contiuned till the end. once i reached ending pt, i jus collasped and weida had to come down from the spectator area to help me up.. felt so paiseh.. but really dun have the strength to stand up and i felt so damn xinku ok.. i was told not to run by the doctor but i'm just so stubborn. however i didnt train b4 the run cos i was sick for so long! argh.. no point blaming.. hopefully i dun give up on my long dist run. or maybe i shld be gu niang and not run anymore. carry on with dolling myself up.

thanks for all who showed their concern.



emilyn thanks for accompanying me on the phone while i'm walking home and telling me all the da dao li.. (i think my hp bill will be super ex next month) lala