u ask: why i not studying
i think: itp now
u said: dunno what i can do in future
i think: no idea
u said: i only know how to play
i think: ya, i dunno why
wat can i do, why am i in my 4th choice course. wat can i study now, like her borrow whole stack of books and read at home every seconds? i dont think i can. yes. i feel useless. i dun see my future. i feel like ending it but i wont. why u always make me unable to sleep. depress. wo heng luan. worthless? i seriously think so. leave me alone. i wan to be in a dark corner, alone. what am i.