after watching the show.. i dunno how to describe my current emotion.. just.. super down.. i'm just feeling even more sad.. tatshow made me tear.. i know i shouldnt be blogging this but.. just.. i dunno.. things are jus not happening the way i wish it would be.. i understand tat ppl wont get everything they want in life.. but wats happening now are all beyond my control and expectation.. really lost.. no point telling ppl cos i dun even know how to express it out.. how i wish i could be a small kid again and hide under my dinning table..