i feel so drained now but still have to for my hair to dry.. today's work seems extra boring but luckily got regina to accomapany me for quite sometime in the evening.. and coincidently, kokann passed by so i have an additional person to help me kill time for awhile. ^^

not long ago yuebao showed me a blog link which belongs to a gal, whose bf had passed away last month during NS training in a jungle at Brunei. it was very sad to read so many of her long posts regarding how much she missed her bf and how loving they were in their 4 yrs of relationship.. very sad to know how hard she's trying to bring herself back into reality.. life is so unexpected.. someone who were always there for you is gone so suddenly..helpless and lost.. to the extent that you wouldnt want to believe that it is true, to the extent that you would deceive yourself that nothing has changed, that person is still somewhere around and will be back soon..
i hope that she will continue to stay strong.. jiayou..