**listening to some emo pieces of music. well those musics are describing my mood now.**

i almost fainted while walking back home just now. at 1st i thought that there were some serious earthquake somewhere near spore, but no cos i tried to see if the passerbys look unwell, but it seems like they all looked normal except me. i'm not kidding. i tried my best not to fall and paused there for a moment but my head started to spin again and i felt nausea.. ok shall not say much.. not much to say, probably my blood pressure gone down suddenly at that point of time. my anemia?

i think i'm really crazy, despite feeling a little unwell i went for a run. but this time i didnt had energy run much.. ok slap me.

i suddenly feel that i need a lot of ppl to be around me. but i know i cant, cos its time for me to grow up and learn to face things myself. but sometimes its just slightly difficult to do so. hopefully this sat at DblO i can make myself feel better with so many frens around me..

dun think there is something wrong with my health anyway.


** i miss sch.. probably bcos life there was much easier as i have the best classmates in the world and also nice frens around.. all these ppl are helpful and caring. joyful to be mix around with.. sch timing was very flexible (to me cos i sometimes self declare holiday)..

alright.. this is life, i need to face it and slowly move on to the adult world.. no more being a small little girl.


somethings have to be said. but i dunno how to say... how shld i say.... how..