I think i shldnt complain so much about my work cos everyone will have to go through this learning stage. but i'm feeling afraid and a little stress. i fear that i'm not able to perform up to their expectation cos by nature i am a slow learner.Besides that, many eyes are on me to monitor my performance.. Gone were the days in school where most of the time we were being spoon fed. Office life isnt as easy especially when me and another new comer's training is company first ever "express training". I can say that my mentor is better as compared to another trainee's, however a lot of things i still have to find out myself.

Express training yet have to find things out yourself.Reason being they think this will make you learn better. (i'm racing against time)

I have to work harder and i believe soon this tough period will be over and i can quickly gain experience from problems which i will encounter from the vessel which i will be taking over on next monday.

I pray hard that i will be able to pick up things fast and also able to spot mistakes before i get lectured by various party.


=( Stay strong!!